So that was interesting. Whilst tidying up and throwing a few bits of rubbish into the bin that contains my used diapers, I found myself wondering what it would feel like to put one of them back on (wet only). Usually this is the sort of thing I'd procrastinate over, but today I just got on and did it. Don't know if it was the feel of it or the general naughtiness, but, well, it was very effective in certain regards. Not something to indulge in a lot, but was rather fun.
More I think about this, the more I really want to make it happen. No idea how to go about it, but will figure it out somehow.
Would really like to try some sissy / forced feminisation play. Completely comfortable being a boy pup, but also love the idea of blurring gender lines and roles, both from a sexual standpoint, but also a mental health and social perspective. Why define and confine yourself when you can play and find out stuff?!
Heading into the office tomorrow to collect various notes and personal bits, as well as tidy up desk, as shifting to primarily home based for the foreseeable future. Actually feeling bit anxious, as first time on a train for six and a half months, which is crazy when I've been doing three hours a day, five days a week for the last five years. Face mask is mandatory on the train, which I'm fine with, but whole things feels weirdly alien.
Currently enjoying a relaxed evening converting very nice craft beer stored in artistic cans into very nice pee stored in Crinklz Astros, which have rapidly become my favourite diaper. So comfy!
Outwardly normal happily married mid-40s diaper pup. Introversion! Linux! Black Metal! Vegan sausages!