Mummy has a new car, BMW Z3, she took me for a spin yesterday after work... Tis lovely... Buts brain kept saying I should just jump out when we were going fast...

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Sorry I've not done this for ages. Been back in work since Easter, that's basically taking all my energy. Still trying to get my driving licence back.

Generally things are going ok but still a struggle most days to do much.

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blugh. too tiered.too useless. too stupid. should have just given up at the beginning of the year

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Just bought the cutest double bedspread. Can’t wait until they arrive 😁 ...not sure what the bf is gonna think though 🤷‍♂️

Been a while, sorry ... I'm still off work... But getting there I guess. This has been a distinctly crap way to start a year.

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Don't mind the powder stain by the tail. Even na'vi boys need a change sometimes... :nappy_wet:

So I have an issue .... I still feel suicidal periodically and like walking along cliffs cuz they are pritty... Don't trust myself not to just go off one if I do go for a cliff walk...

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Don’t tease me, bro! D:
@Cheeta ( can be such a meanie to their little brother sometimes! (But not really~ I actually have the bestest big brobro in the whole wide world ❤️)

So ... Update... Still home still can't talk properly. Went to the out of hours emergency gp last night, by the afternoon each day since dischatge I have been getting suicidal. Been give an increase on the diazapan to try and keep control. I'm still exhausted still finding it really hard to filter inputs particularly noise... Gp is going to try and get a review of meds underway. Still blame myself for mummy's dad dying and basically everything that goes wrong around me.

Sorry I'm a mess...

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